and for a change,
this is for you darling:
"yes. english is done. i promise to post something you understand darling. and now lets go to choir."
two darlings, now three. i must really think you're something special.
kathleen.
so this kid i know. on our bus. he has the nerve to practicaly yell that he "honestly just doesnt care about anyones brother. so can you please stop pressuring me into signing her card!"
that made me mad.
anastasia is my brothers friend and her dad works with my dad. so i care. so you know what!!? SHUTUP! [and remind me again...who was pressuring you?]
yes. inconsideracy about death hurts.
(last night, anastasia's brother was killed in an accident. for anyone who doesnt know)
its been one month. and ive heard of so many who have lost someone or something big.
people are crying. no, thats no reason to turn away from happiness.
but its also no reason to throw your heart out the window. the grass isnt soft enough.
please, dont tell me that you dont care. please dont.
people are crying. no, thats no reason to turn away from happiness.
but its also no reason to throw your heart out the window. the grass isnt soft enough.
please, dont tell me that you dont care. please dont.
pray for her family.
and for everyone else you know.
love,
tarajoy
amen.
there's so much ive had to say and wanted to say lately.
posted by tarajoy at 11/10/2005 03:40:00 PM
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hahaha you make me feel guilty. well no you don't. yes you do. but you make me feel very happy and special too.
i care. i'm praying.
and there are idiots in this world. and part of life is learning how to deal with them.
and the last line. i think you mean "there's so much i had to say and wanted to say lately". but then maybe not.
who needs grammar these days anyway. like i said. i usually just play with words. and something comes out in them.
all that said, i don't think it's fair to just assume that there's no hidden context. you never know what someone else is going through.
and it's true, people can be totally ignorant and rude about these kinds of things. "sign the card, or else you're a bad person!"
it's not that kind of thing. i mean, even i was being pressured to sign the card.
but that doesn't mean i'm saying it was handled well.
ha: i read through what andy had to say. then brents comment summed it all up. nice one there guys.
i feel sad for those people who have lost loved ones. but i cant even imagine how they feel cause ive never had to go through that myself.
and i dont really know what to say. but i will keep these people in my thoughts tomorrow.
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loss for words... (ooo i get that song in my head! by michael tait! "i'm at a loss, i'm at a loss for words i really wanna say. i'm finding for myself... what can i do, when every road i travel leads me back to you?" lalala. that's an old song but it's really good.
anyhow... yeah i agree with what andy and brent said there...
but anyhow. later!
...augh. i make more problems by making other people's problem's mine...
yess kath is right, "there are idiots in this world. and part of life is learning how to deal with them."
and so is claudia...
and so is lysh...
and sometimes it hurts too many people if you say everything. you can destroy someone's heart with words. is that really worth it? it depends. HA dependance.
love * to all
but i'm not, because no one wants to face the fact that something that seems so wrong and inhumane could be reasonable. you can't just assume they're automatically at fault.
there'd be no law.
ah well.
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i went to visitations.
and at this point. i dont care if anyone was pressuring him. heck! there's people going nuts cause their child just died!
*nobody got my post?!*
moo. it was probably a poor metaphor thingy anyways.
but one wrong doesn't make another wrong right.
you can't just dismiss one because another is greater.
no..but you can feel like it.
like all the time like it.
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