Saturday, November 05, 2005

"i want to: remix"

i want to memorize:

" Without doubt, in the gloom some mighty angel was standing, with outstretched wings, awaiting the soul." - les miserables.
i want to know when to speak and when not to speak.
i want to cry on demand; yes i do.
i want to be wrong.
i want to be right.
i want to have a nightmare so i can wake up and have a good reason not to sleep.
i want to remember to fall asleep.
i want to go to festival choir this week.
i want to have the weekend end.
i want to have the weekend continue.
i want to stop being so contradictory!!!!!!
i want to understand exactly why you are the way you are and i am the way i am.
i want to go to play practice.
i want to drive. ya..i wanna be seventeen now too.
i want to.......no...18.
i want to go back to europe.
i want to live in another country for a whole year. probably somewhere in europe.
i want (to) you all to stay the way you are. because i like you that way. not any other way. so dont go changing to fit something or someone else. just change when its natural. cause that change, i cant wait to witness.
i want to not be affected by advertising.
i want to be affected by advertising.
i want to make up my mind.
i want to make this mean something.
i want (this) to be a better list.

i want to quit having my thoughts analysed. i think im going to...:
i want to live life to its fullest. which means if i see a tree i want to climb...im going to climb it. and if i want to go swimming in the middle of the winter then ill break a whole in the ice while you guys skate cirles around my blue fingers. but they'll have mittens so itll be alright. this also means:
im going to now live artistically. you may not see a difference. cause there may not even be one.

and now to end on a happy note: i think i now believe in love at first sight. only its a different love. can you even count how many types of love there are? i think i need a list. can someone make one for me?


lets all paint our faces.
please get me.

27 Comments:

Blogger tarajoy said...

highlight it

5/11/05 6:31 PM  
Blogger Andy said...

it's a good read either way.

5/11/05 8:01 PM  
Blogger Unconscious said...

it kinda...attacked me. but we're over that:

youre a little late...




"let's turn that hug into a friendly handshake, and the kiss into a game of scrabble."

...or we could all go to hell. wow. im rambling.

5/11/05 9:37 PM  
Blogger tarajoy said...

but with no endings..then it really means nothing. i think i need to practice my lists more.

5/11/05 10:02 PM  
Blogger claud said...

"i want to live in another country for a whole year. probably somewhere in europe."
me too!

"... cause that change, i cant wait to witness."
that was cool to read, the way it was worded.


ps. hi!

5/11/05 10:18 PM  
Blogger kathleen said...

or instead of highlighting it you can go to the comments and press "show original post"...

i want to live my life to the fullest too...
i want time to not rule my life...

6/11/05 11:05 AM  
Blogger Tala Azar said...

live aesthetically

blow your nose with linen pressed... ew no. haha. use kleenexes. and then ... THROW THEM AWAY!

lol sorry that wasn't related, much. cept i know where it's from. you don't.

in reply: me too

6/11/05 5:00 PM  
Blogger Unconscious said...

*let's go list hunting!*

6/11/05 7:53 PM  
Blogger Elysha said...

i want to do alot of things

6/11/05 8:33 PM  
Blogger tarajoy said...

i want to see the new york skyline

6/11/05 9:11 PM  
Blogger Tala Azar said...

i have, it's gorgeous

that sounds boastful doesnt it?

well i really mean it in a nice way. as in, it's realllly gorgeous.

i'm going to live in NYC when i grow up.

6/11/05 10:14 PM  
Blogger Elysha said...

reminds me of that song... ammunition by switchfoot i think it is. "when i wake in the morning, i want more than just a good time. i want more than just ok, more than just ok..." and on and on... :)

i want to run and not get tired, and walk and walk and not faint... :D

7/11/05 1:24 PM  
Blogger kathleen said...

that's not ammunition. that's a different one. more than fine i think it's called. but then again, i never really pay all that much attention to song titles.

whooooooooooooooo TARA! hehehe.

7/11/05 5:57 PM  
Blogger tarajoy said...

wait...what was the "whooooooo" for?

7/11/05 6:03 PM  
Blogger Andy said...

more than fine.

7/11/05 6:19 PM  
Blogger kathleen said...

i didn't feel like ending my comment on a critical note.

7/11/05 8:14 PM  
Blogger tarajoy said...

well kathleen you didnt.

and do you ever?

i dont think so.

7/11/05 8:22 PM  
Blogger Tala Azar said...

i actually like that song... it's embarrassing for me to admit :P

8/11/05 9:24 AM  
Blogger Elysha said...

hmm yes more than fine. that's right. i haven't heard those for awhile so meh. i don't even like ammunition so i don't know why i'd think it was that song. meh. anyhow.

8/11/05 11:26 AM  
Blogger kathleen said...

yeah i don't like ammunition either... that's why i was so fast to correct it. it's really the beginning that i can't see through.

hahaha.

8/11/05 4:46 PM  
Blogger tarajoy said...

i like it.

"walk into me as if i were a wall".

8/11/05 5:03 PM  
Blogger Andy said...

while i'm here, whole cd is good.

8/11/05 5:21 PM  
Blogger tarajoy said...

YES!!

the newest one is...goood....but i like the beautiful letdown the best. still.

8/11/05 5:39 PM  
Blogger kathleen said...

whoops i didn't mean "i can't see through" i meant "i can't get through" a comment ago.

good for you that you like it. i love that cd, just not that song. i haven't heard the new cd yet. i think i'm just afraid of getting sick of it.

i think i just get sick of music way too easily. just ask lysha. i'm sick of all my cds. not that i have that many...

i need help. someone wanna burn me a cd? *cough*tara*cough*

8/11/05 6:25 PM  
Blogger tarajoy said...

oh yeaaaah!

no..im burning you one. honest! and its full...and mp3. so it should be good..wow..why am i telling you this over blog???? ahhhh...ill go tell you now.

ps..im technically CHALLENGED!

anyone wanna give me lessons...wait i think im unteachable

8/11/05 6:49 PM  
Blogger Elysha said...

heh yeah i love every song but that one. don't know why. i love the lyrics to it but the song kinda just annoys me. meh. whatever floats your boat!

and yeah kath... you and music *sigh* it'll be the end of me.

8/11/05 9:58 PM  
Blogger kathleen said...

tara you are not unteachable.

really you are burning me a cd? awesome!! well you don't even have that much to burn from but that's still pretty sweet.

hehehe sorry lysha. i can't help it.

9/11/05 10:46 PM  

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