strutting your stuff.

my boy's my star.


please everybody, buy something exotic this year. there's a desperate need for some energy. and then somebody: go look up balenciaga collection. s/s. - the life energy and psyche are at once the driving force and resource of a work

so lately ive been doing marker and:
i lost my rationality.
the whale rested in the belly of the sea.
it's happy days picking through the garbage for your health.

where am i at:
COMMUNICATION. EXPRESSION. EMOTION.

i found my jvis:
i am interested in arranging materials in an aesthetically pleasing manner. i enjoy being creative and original in the applied or fine arts. i am interested in investigating and learning about various aspects of the organization of society, human behaviour, and social interaction. i am perceptive, inventive, sensitive, imaginative, and aware of my environment.

remember our 'i am' statements from grade nine? (vriend anyone?)
i am a sick teenager scraping to find some focus. i am sensitive to my stuffed animals. i am head ache-d. i am a weary angel. i am crawling still. feels like i can't shake my embarrassment sometimes. i want to have control of what people do to me, but im still tossed back and forth by nasty intentions and one-eyed men. i can't keep my eyes open at night anymore, but i can't sleep either. life is too good to dwell on the broken. and like i said, struggling for focus.

i want a more sophisticated writing style and some creative energy.

love,
deep blue suit

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