wh r 's my h d b t c mp

ndy m d m f l g lty. w ll, n t g lty, j st bl g t d. d dnt cr sh r nyth ng, m n c mp t r. c tchy phr s - f r g d t m s s k .
p f.
d t l s n f th b st th ngs t d f r. ts l k n bs ss n d v l p d v r th p st tw y rs. and its nearly that long too. huh. n m r 2 bs ss n (wh r d n mb rs nd s mb ls r nk n th s?) h w d s ny n tt r th r ght s ll bl s t m k nyth ng w rthy t r d. m yb th t p rt f wh ts p nd d wn s s w ng w th p stm d rn sm. v ryth ngs b c m ng ld h t (r cc r nc ) nd t m k nyth ng g d t h s t b nth ght f r t l st r tr st l .
g sh d rn t, y 'v g t l t f xpl n ing t d .

pd t :
c ll m s st r nn .
n l n rs r v l + h l r s.
c mp r s ns r d r s.
m cr s rfs s t c l, s rry f r th r l v nt nf ction.
s lf r fl ct n snt wh t it s d t b .
l sts r th ng f th p st nd th y h nt m n m sl p. l v th m.
m h v ng gr t d y.
ch ldr ns rt s r v l t n ry.
g , g r ll s!
v lv t s b ck.
sh n mm.
c d d ct n r s.
d lls w ld m k f r gr t c ll ct n.

wh t s t sf s y ?

h w m ny f y kn w wh t cl ck ng s? ( m n t b g n rh t r c l q st ns)
G d cr t d th w rld n ___ d ys?

th y sh ld s r sly h v th str ke t pt n n bl gg r
w nt t g pl c s. rt t ch r t lls m h v t q t p y ng tt nt n t m l m t t ns nd r str ct ns. d nt nsw r . nd r st nd wh t f q st ns nd wh t v r h pp n d t q ck, fr wr t .

M m, D d, m K. h d f w scr ps b f r l ft. t k tr p t g sh d rn t c l f rn a c s v ry n g s th r n w- -d y . m pl nn n' n s tt n' p r nch thr wn v r th r v s f th p pl sq tt ng n th f lt l n s. k ds gr w gr t d wn h r nd th m p'll g v m m w y b ck f v r w nt t g t pr d g l.

-16 y r ld dr p t-

str ng d s r t m k ll f t m n s m th ng sp c l. m t mpt d t f ll nt th c d l v l f b t th r 's r str ct d. th b st c n th nk f s n ld p tt rn n n v r g t, b t n h. r tr st l h s g t n gh p pl w lk n d wn th str ts. p t th h m r b ck nt t.
www s m .
"s ll y r w tch th ts 35 m ll n y n r ght th r " - " c nt b l v y th ght th s w s g n n ."
th b st p rt s th t m s t t lly n t c n fs d. sc r thr f r s rt d t.
"h w d y sp ll r l f? sp ll t C- -P- -T- -L!."

h w'd d n sc l f n t t n?



a a e e ee ui . e , o ui ... u o i a e . i i a o a i , i o o u e .
oo .
e ai i o e o e e i o ie o . i i e a o e io i e e o e o e e a o ea . a i ear a o oo. u e o 2 o e io ( e e o u er a y o a i i ?) o oe a o e u e e i ya e o a e a i o o ea . a e a a o a u a o ee a i i
o o e i e e i e o i o a ( eo u a e) a o a e a i oo , i a o e u ou o o a ea e o y e.
o a i ou' e o a o o e ai i o o.

u a e:
i a y i e A ie.
o e i e a e e i + i a iou .
o a i o a e o o ou .
i o e i oo oo , o y o e e e a i e io .
e e e io i a i u e o e.
i a e a i o e a a e au e i y ee . i o e e .
i a i a ea a .
i e a i e o u io a .
ee, o i a !
e e i a .
a e e .
o e i io a ie .
o ou a e o a ea o e io .

a a i ie ou?

o a o ou o a i i i ? (i o i o e o i a ue io )
o ea e e o i ___ a ?

e ou e iou a e e i e ou o io o o e
i a o o a e . a ea e e e i a e o ui e a i a e io o y i i a io a e i io . i o a e o u e a a i ue io a a e e a e e o ui , ee i e.

o , a , i O . i a a e a e o e i e . oo a i o o a i a i o ia au e e e o e oe e e o -a- a . i a i ' o e i ' u a a o o e e oo e o e eo e ua i o e au i e . i o ea o e e a e a ' i e e y a a i i e e a o e o i a .

-16 ea o o ou -

o e i o a e a o i ea o e i e ia . i e e o a i o e o e o e i e u e a ea' e i e . e e i a i o i a o a e o o e e e o , u a . e o y e a o e ou eo e a i ' o e ee . o u e u o a i o i .
a eee oo eee.
" e ou a a 35 i io e i e e" - "i a e ie e ou ou i a e ui e."
e e a i a i a o o a o o u e . o e ee o o e ou .
" o o ou e e ie ? e i -A- -I- -A- !."

o ' i o o a a e o o e o e ?

andy made me feel guilty. well, not guilty...just obligated. i didnt crash or anything, im no computer.poof.detail is one of the best things to die for. its like an obsession i developed over the past two years. and its nearly that long too. numero 2 obsession (where do numbers and symbols rank in this?) how does anyone utter the right syllables to make anything worthy to read. maybe that part of what up and down seesawing with postmodernism. everythings becoming old hat (reoccurance) and to make anything good, it has to be unthought of or at least retrostyle.
gosh darn it you've got a lot of explaining to do.
update:
i call my sister Annie., one liners are evil + hilarious., comparisons are odorous., microserfs is too cool, sorry for the relevant infection., self reflection isnt what it used to be., lists are a thing of the past and they haunt me in my sleep. i love them., im having a great day., childrens art is revolutionary., gee, gorillas!, velvet is back., ash en emm., code dictionaries., dolls would make for a great collection.
what satisfies you? how many of you know what clicking is? (im not big on rhetorical questions) God created the world in ___ days? they should seriously have the strike out option on blogger i want to go places. art teacher tells me i have to quite paying attention to my limitations and restrictions. i dont answer or understand what if questions and whatever happened to quick, free write.
Mom, Dad, im OK. i had a few scraps before i left. took a trip to gosh darn it california cause everyone goes there now-a-days. im plannin' on settin' up a ranch thrown over the rooves of the people squatting on the fault lines. kids grow great down here and the map'll give me my way back if i ever want ta get prodigal.

-16 year old drop out-

strong desire to make all of it mean something special. im tempted to fall into the code love life but the area's restricted. the best i can think of is an old pattern no one ever got, but nah. retrostyle has got enough people walkin down the streets. o put the humor back into it.

awwweeesoomeee.
"sell your watch thats 35 million yen right there" - "i cant believe you thought this was genuine."
the best part is that i am so totally not conufsed. score three for sorted out.
"how do you spell releif? spell it C-A-P-I-T-A-L!."
how'd i do on a scale of one to ten?

simplification.

i dreamt about three gorges dam last night. it started out with us climbing over the dam. i saw my friend alysha jumping, and then she missed and fell in the water but she was a good swimmer and swam to the next brick wall. i remember saying, "if that were me, i would die." then there was something about lifejackets and then a tree tunnel.
then i was suddenly in france. i think it was the tree tunnel that transported me. cause we saw tree tunnels in st.renan. we were sitting in my kitchen (in france still) talking to my cousin nicholas and his brother [but he doesnt have a brother]. my parents were in the living room talking to my uncle and the kalks. for some reason all my girl cousins were missing. i was rather ticked.
and i know i dreamt something else its just the connections arent working for me.
i have a fever. i dream weird when i have a fever. and i talk in my sleep.
if i was talking last night, i was talking about simplification.

sssss sp? speh. spea(--). spear

might just stick the spear right away. i have a teddybear. zip zip zing. lalala.

one of these days im going to collect all the little pieces of paper around my room. and all the little phrases on them. and im going to stick them together in a big heap and read them.

christmas is coming.

im
incapable
of
posting
anything
longer
than
this.

the spear. the spear. spear. spearspearspearspearspearspearspearspear.-s-pear

i kinda like that word.

much ado!

if you didnt buy a ticket yet. tickets for much ado are still on sale in the foyer on monday. bring your five dollars cause its gonna be an awesome play! if you want to come to a night performance, or if you know anyone who wants to. talk to me! or abram...or andy...or jonathan fed. or...rachel...or nathan...or JESS or...i think thats all for the blogging world/play people.

so po-mo

(in the whole post-modern era with tolerance and choosing your own faith, etc.)

i wonder what paul would say to us. what sort of letters we'd recieve.
im guessing they'd be pretty nasty.

my irish name is Caitlin Clarke.

thats funny though. cause my name, tara, is already irish.