Saturday, January 28, 2006



a couple unfinished thoughts:





We can discuss and debate. or we /could/, but where is it going to lead us? we are not wise.
~Lord bless us with wisdom.~
Without a wise man in the crowd, we will find ourselves confused. (note: dont take this too far.)
How often do we stop and listen to everything a wise man has to say, or even a fool, take it all to heart and believe it? Is this not like setting up false gods?


psalm 119:9
"How can a young man keep his way pure?
By living according to Your word."

God is the Truth. the Word is His. Therefore it is truth. Untouched by human flaw.

~He said it. I believe it.~




Why make evil available to yourself out of free will?
Why accept unnecessary burdens?
Why search out sin, wrong, hate, evil the doings of the devil?
And Why invite others along for the ride?





Hebrews 11:1
"Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see."

feel the need for a miracle?
- this life, it's not all about miracles
- can you believe without seeing?


john 20:25, 29
25 - "So the other disciples told him, 'We have seen the Lord!' But he said to them, 'Unless I see the nail marks in his hands and put my finger where the nails were, and put my hand into his side, I will not believe it.' "
29 - "Then Jesus told him, 'Because you have seen me, you have believed; blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed.' "

- and often we don't see the miracles, or they're not "big enough", up to our standards

psalm 119:18
"Open my eyes that I may see wonderful things in Your law."

Thursday, January 26, 2006

i couldnt decide.

so lets have someone else say it for me.


"onc
e upon a time should happen once in every life"
aselin debison - - once in every life

"how do you live as a fugitive?
We're all fugitives - look at the way we live"
coldplay - - spies

"take me to your leader, son
lets take 'em to our Leader's Son"
newsboys - - take me to your leader

lets see if you can read code.

A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z

apparently found poetry works.
apparently ive learned to appreciate.
apparently im wrong.

you know what's wierd, i signed in with the wrong username and my password..and it signed me in..


enough of the useless random _______. stuff

math exam was like. a punch in the gut. stupid communications. and yet i still did fine.
dont you wish you were invincible!?
i dont. or at least not anymore.
its nice to need someone.

im not promising anything big here. cause really ive got nothing to say. but im feeling deprived of..i dont know what. so here comes a splat.

news of the night: or rather, last night:

- beth(ellens) almost fell of the chairlift
apparently emily, kendra, kristen, and ashley held onto her until they were half way up, they stopped the chairlift cause they finally noticed she was hanging in midair. but by this time she was halfway up the hill, smart move there dudes. but the goodnews is she's still in one piece

- bethany(dehaan) fractured her elbow
she was doing some pretty fun stuff on her snowboard..and then she landed wrong. :(

- kristen killed her tailbone

- phil /didnt/ break anything. whee

- heck of a lot of people from hollandmarsh

- and thats about it, if i stick to the basics.




you know what else is addicting?:

oncoming traffic(lights)
trucks -- they all look like faces. i like the mean looking ones or the ones with lots of lights.

Sunday, January 22, 2006






dear
dave harolds,

write me back.



love, young girl.




Monday, January 16, 2006

A told B and B told C
"Ill meet you at the top of the coconut tree"

Chicka chicka boom boom!
Will there be enough room?

--------------------------

and I and J and tag-along K,
all on the way up the coconut tree.

Chicka chicka boom boom!
Will there be enough room?


bill martin jr., john archambault, lois ehlert





only i forget what happens at the end.

Sunday, January 15, 2006



did anyone look at the sky tonight at -- 5:30?

it was so incredibly blue.

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

if you could laugh over one silly something?
if you could give way to one emotion?
if you could crave one thing?
if you could completely understand one person?
if you could sign into one dream?
if you could trick your mind?
if you could redo one thing?
if you could accept one mistake?
if you could (v)have one friend (what would he/she be like)?
if you could solve one enigma?
if you could justify one lie?
if you could rid of one terror?
if you could have one relief?
if you could open one envelope (what would it have inside)?
if you could have one wish?
if you could create one moment?
if you could rid your mind of one thought?
if you could listen to one story?
if you could live through only one dilemma?
if you could attack one idea?
if you could nominate one ruler?
if you could experience only one danger?
if you could grieve for only one reason?
if you could give up one importance?
if you could choose one love?
if you could find one peace?
if you could love only one world?
if you could cancel one nerve?
if you could go one place?
if you could simplify one complicated something?
if you could create one opportunity?

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

one day back and im going crazy

lets write down thoughts:


  • guiness book of world records: doesnt make a good read
  • post and comment options: no reply
  • moi: as dumb as can do
  • still a child at heart. no actually: im still a child
  • life is rotation: back to knowing nothing mixes me up (make it whipped cream)
  • hand lotion: symbolize it, click it.
  • its been: two weeks, lets go three for good measure
  • everything: defeats the purpose of something else, i bet.
  • i wish i lived in a snowglobe, only: it rains sparkled stars
  • im translating everything into: french, at the moment; what could be worse?

  1. its raining not snowing
  2. reality, silenced
  3. t-r-y again: everything, silenced
  4. the end of the day leaves me feeling, disregarded
  5. t-r-y again: feeling, selfish
  6. its mutual
  7. a gentleman
  8. lets settle for snowmen cause the swings are wet
  9. whenever im falling back in love with you, remind me to watch my step
  10. "i can't wait til the day is over, i cant wait til tomorrow, next week, next year, next century"
lets not take down the christmas tree, lets find me a reason to swoon, lets not be envious,lets settle for symbolism, lets buy bunny rabbit ears, and lets enter a contest, lets see how many combinations of letters you can pull together by the end of the week.

Monday, January 02, 2006


my dearest kathleen:.

très intense, très élégant, très vous.



compliments of "the parisien"





and for once i have nothing left to say; hm; its been that way for one.5 weeks now; ah.