part of the act:
Job 2:1-10
music: is hearing other peoples words in your head, playing around with them, and relating to them.
1 On another day the angels cam to present themselves before the Lord, and Satan also came
pentagons: {are triangles.} are stars. when stars fall, they break down houses, they open holes for hide-and-SEEK.
with them to present himself before him. 2 And the Lord said to Satan, "Where have you
a house: is safety. its a big gift wrapped up in fool-layers with a kid in the middle.
come from?"
a gift: is fool proof evidence of love.
Satan answered the Lord, "From roaming through the earth and going back and forth in it."
fools: are clear mistakes that dont want to be changed or charged, hidden mistakes that uncover at all the wrong times.
3 Then the Lord said to Satan, "Have you considered my servant Job? There is no one on
a year: is a great way to look back on your goods and a horrid way to look back on your bads. {you = vous}
earth like him; he is blameless and upright, a man who fears God and shuns evil. And he
horrid: is those dreams after big events, the ones that scream.
still maintains his integrity, though you incited me against him to ruin him without reason."
screams: are childrens storybooks for the adult.
4 "Skin for skin!" Satan replied. "A man will give all he has for his own life. 5 But stretch out
an adult: is one who can instruct wisely
your hand and strike his flesh and bones, and he will surely curse you to your face."
one: is me
6 The Lord said to Satan, "Very well, then, he is in your hands; but you must spare his life."
five: is us
7 So Satan went out from the presence of the Lord and afflicted Job with painful sores from
us: is a pentagon
the soles of his feet to the top of his head. 8 Then Job took a piece of broken pottery and
a pentagon: is hell.
scraped himself with it as he sat among the ashes.
fools gold: is pretty but fake.
9 His wife siad to him, "Are you still holding on to your integrity? Curse God and die!"
look who's alone now, its {not} me, its {not} me.
10 He replied, "You are talking like a foolish woman. Shall we accept good from God, and not
gotta ask yourself the question: where are you now?
trouble?"
solved-in need of sharing on demand.
In all this, Job did not sin in what he said.
what can you do on demand?
(click click, sorry for the clicking)
hero: is a man like Job.

its hailing
now its thunderstorming
holy!
how lovely
annd its sunny
and my roof is steaming
and its still thunderstorming

if you had to do it over, would you fall in love with yourself again?
we like someone because, we love someone although.
faults are thick when love is thin.
work is love made visible.
we may give without loving, but we cannot love without giving.

~apples of gold~

couple things from the year.

go down down down. and there's a picture of john here. only this is 2 years earlier. wheeoahh!

mental block

camping with eblock

grotto...its sideways. no idea why

'singing sands...or was it sinking sands?'

canoeing

eric - fire man

caveeee

lama glama

bird count. ha ha

band trip -- pictures areee in reverse order. ..tube-y thing
(sorry to whoever wanted my pictures. my msn thing wont stick them on..but im wooorking on it. slowly. slowly. so here's a few for now)

pirattte

glorious frenchness

red rose

candle man & nathan man

super-dupper-upper supper time

YELLOW BENCH!

mique & katie-lyn with bus driver pins

LL et moi with bus driver pins

erika & mandy with bus driverrr pins

bus driver pins!!

last place we played at. jo & beth

'tis john

LL beth & kim

m-orning. they were singing something...right jo?

swear we've been here before...

first place we played at

LL, kathleen, eskala, cute cute

batman bandaids

choral fest, rachelle et moi

not dead yet

what i really want to say - steven curtis chapman

'cause what i really want to say
is what the sun would say to the sky
for giving it a place to come alive
but my words get in the way
of what i really want to say
oh, what i really want to say

...keep listening.

this looks like...
(a) yesterday
(b) tomorrow
(c) last week
(d) zipppp-o

love,
missy lue

dear dave harolds,

gotta love dear dear friendship eh.
you know, i dont know much 'bout you dave. im always doin' the talkin'. i got some questions for you:
what's your middle name?
how old are you?
do you mind me asking?
what's it like to be a paralytic?
or a scam artist?
or how 'bout both?
what's your favourite colour?
are ghosts colourblind?
does that mean you're colourblind?
can i show you off?
do you take pictures in photo booths?
how many times does it take you to fix the doorframe?
do you speak english?
can you teach me spanish?
when can you come to tea?
where /are/ you?

love your dear,
friendship.

ps. found my play script

hear my heart in my ears.

Mirror, Mirror on the wall, who's the biggest fool of all?

I wish sometimes that I could go back and try things all over again, replay some moments, redo some days, throw in a whole pile of conversations gone wrong, fix-up the misconceptions and bad judgment calls, reclaim some left overs...don't let them /be/ left overs, slow down a bit. I get so caught up in _______ that I forget to look ahead, or I'm forgetting important details, or forgetting to remember that details aren't so important. Another thing thats easy to get caught up in, expectations. 'Expectations that I've got to be the best'. - some song..., if I could have one thing right now, it'd be a reminder to accept inescapable flaws.

that's all for now, got exams to work on.
smile kids

ps. today is the longest day of the year...too bad there's clouds.

true or false:

1. all good things must come to an end....................t.....f
2. you can get too much of a good thing..................t.....f
3. practice makes perfect...................................t.....f
4. tomorrow will be better..................................t.....f
5. good things come in small packages....................t.....f
6. rabbits are just as cute as bunnies......................t.....f
7. lies can be justified.......................................t.....f
8. prince charming is real....................................t.....f
9. at 15, you're still a young girl or boy.....................t.....f
10. summer will be over too soon............................t.....f

love,
dreamer of His dreams

i like a paper notebook, every page filled so its twice the size as when you bought it
i like conversation
i like a second finger on the second chord (RH), and the third chord (LH)
i like my purple and green pens
i like meeting new people
i like a second chance
i like to collect shells on the beach
i like dave cause he doesnt do anything scary or wrong, most of the time
i like a thought and a share in it
i like growing, leaving, and returning
i like strong hands
i like pen in a printed book
i like broken in-ness
i like pleasant songs
i like a good debate
i like fix-ups after mix-ups
i like visuals
i like peer counseling
i like mr. hayward
i like a pretty pony in pretty anywhere
i like eye contact and a flash-flash smile
i like fish lips. hehe.
i like white or black with a tan
i like a perfect cadence
i like to smile
i like exotic-ness
i like yesterdays and tomorrows, whoops
i like you and everything you do, " "
i like answerable and unanswerable questions
i like to colour arrows
i like to make a safe list
i like good feelings
i like a nice, long story with a princess and her prince charming
i like poetry and song lyrics
i like everywhere-anytime-'poetry'
i (dont) like expectations
i like broken triads better than solid
i like the little things you notice
i like your voice, its gotta be good you know
i like to see you more often
i like buttons
i like to sing happy songs
i like character and the people attached
i like to blot out memories, NO I DONT
i like to keep things that remind me of bad things, good things
i like to whisper together
i like to cook spaghetti
i like to giggle
i like red
i like to swing
i like to hug

switch(switch) papers(papers) o the good old
Used to Be, but not gone yet.
telephones are still friendly, they still dont bite;)

ps. Raul Midon - state of mind
lavendar's blue, dilly, dilly, lavendar's green.
when i am king, dilly dilly, you shall be queen.
who told you so, dilly, dilly, who told you so?
'twas my own heart, dilly, dilly, that told me so.

(june has been slow)

You Are My SunshineMy only sunshine. You make me happy When skies are grey. You'll never know, dear, How much I love you. Please don't take my sunshine away The other nite, dear, As I lay sleeping I dreamed I held you in my arms. When I awoke, dear, I was mistaken And I hung my head and cried. You are my sunshine, My only sunshine. You make me happy When skies are grey. You'll never know, dear, How much I love you. Please don't take my sunshine away. I'll always love youAnd make you happyIf you will only say the sameBut if you leave meTo love anotherYou'll regret it all some day;You are my sunshine, My only sunshine. You make me happy When skies are grey. You'll never know, dear, How much I love you. Please don't take my sunshine away. You told me once, dearYou really loved meAnd no one else could come betweenBut now you've left meAnd love anotherYou have shattered all my dreams;You are my sunshine, My only sunshine. (You make me happy When skies are grey. You'll never know, dear, How much I love you. Please don't take my sunshine away.? Louisiana my Louisianathe place where I was borne.White fields of cotton-- green fields clover,the best fishingand long tall corn;You are my sunshine, My only sunshine. You make me happy When skies are grey. You'll never know, dear, How much I love you. Please don't take my sunshine away. Crawfish gumbo and jambalayathe biggest shrimp and sugar cane,the finest oystersand sweet strawberriesfrom Toledo Bend to New Orleans;You are my sunshine, My only sunshine. You make me happy When skies are grey. )You'll never know, dear, How much I love you. Please don't take my sunshine away.

zipzip

Slide your feet, create the shock
touch another, watch it pop
live a little, live a lot
and show me everything you've got

Oh, cause it takes some time
and just a little bit good?
reality won't hurt for longer than it should
just talking about pain that is there
face the fact, don't act like you don't care

Cause you gotta stop and show it, just so I know you know it
maybe just a little bit, oh come on admit it right now
cause I know that it won't be over till it's gone
so let it be gone

And show me everything you've got
I know you're scared
But let your walls just drop
You gotta take that step, and your heart, just let it pour out

Now I know it's hard to be something that you don't think you are
but it's hard for me to even try to understand why you are beating your own heart
cause you gotta try, just try to be honest
and I will be honest all these things that I say
and I'll listen clear, whether brave or you're modest, I'm here
don't hold back, don't hesitate, don't disappear

And show me everything you've got
I know you're scared
But let your walls just drop
You gotta take that step, and your heart, just let it pour out

And show me everything you've got
I know you're scared
But it's time for you to stop
You gotta take that step, and your heart, just let it make sound

So hey, just let it pour out
don't let your past begin to let you down
just sing it out, just let it make sound
and as it will hurt, it will be healed and found
'cause it's normal that emotional pasts can spawn
emotionless dads, mothers, and nation's flags
so show your face, no don't be afraid,
no don't be afraid to show your face

After all these things I've learned
bad things I do and don't deserve
can easily just shape my life
or shape the way I start to die

No, cause it's up to me
if I dwell much longer than I should
and I'll hold my tears for years thinkin' it's doing me good
so just start right now, just make a vow, you'll let your heart just sing it out, sing it out

And show me everything you've got
I know you're scared
But let your walls just drop
You gotta take that step, and your heart, just let it pour out

And show me everything you've got
I know you're scared
But it's time for you to stop
You gotta take that step, and your heart, just let it make sound

- show me everything you've got - the rocket summer

part a:
"'l' is for the way you look at me, 'o' is for the only one i see, 'v' is very, very extraordinary, 'e' is even more than anyone that you adore.

love is all
that i can give to you
love is more
than just a game for two
two in love can make it
take my heart
and please don't break it
love was made
for me and you"

love
love

what a clever little song.

part b:
well maybe i shouldve heard of that from you.
deep in her heart, the thunder rolls.
this is a story about a girl named lucky (she's so lucky)
quit playing games with my heart
in a lonely park
and he knows that she knows
(to be continued/expanded)

part c:
peux je te parle?
peu tu me parle?
scratch that. i want fun/lets have fun.
peu vous me parle?

i need you. i need you. i need the bold you.

part d:
do not dwell on the dealings of dragons, for you are crunchy and taste good with ketchup.

-keyaway.
im a walking contradiction